It’s enough to know, once, that this is going to hurt.
But to relive each moment, so vividly and full of detail, every.single.day., makes me need to hide, to block the thoughts from entering my head, to push them away until I no longer cry, to push them out until I no longer feel.
Because feeling that hurt this many times can kill.
Oh there isn’t too much that makes me tear up… But this pulled on the heart strings….
Peaceful Night at the mountain tonight.
It still blows my mind how much I feel at peace here. How when I am here, only focused on the snow, nothing else exists. Literally, nothing.
I can breathe.
I am okay.
and it is the most wonderful, beautiful feeling ever.
Ellen should win an Oscar for being Ellen
"and the oscar for best ellen degeneres goes to…. ellen degeneres"
"And the oscar for best Leonardo Dicaprio goes to … Ellen Degeneres"